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natural state of the thing
2011-05-02 13:24 Struggling to find the energy to exist, let alone promote my art, find work, or maintain friendships.
I know that the last couple of years have been a difficult period for most of us. I know that I'm not the worst off. I know that I'm not alone. I know that it is always darkest before the dawn. I know many, many other clichés and platitudes.
But no amount of knowledge can fill this gaping hole, or stave off this mounting, gut-churning sense of despair.
Nothing can mend that which has always been broken, it is simply the natural state of the thing.
Not looking for sympathy.
Not sure what to do with feelings this overwhelming.
Vomit them on the page.
Wipe my mouth with the back of my hand.
Trudge onward.
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